EVERYTHING IS RIGHT.. FOR NOW.

haay.. everything is well and blissful for me and red right now.
we talked for a couple of hours yesterday and we fixed it.. sort
of. well, i can't complain much haha. it's just i love him so much
and i wouldn't want anything wrong to happen. after that talk, ala
lang he's become more open na hehe about school and such. kasi
prang sinabi ko sa knya, the reason why tumagal ung kwentuhan namin
ni nikole(which is somehow true.) kasi kapag kay red ako mgkkwento
ng mga bago kong naeexperience dito, he would say, 'o cge buhay
mo yan..' or something that would just blow me off. kasi prang
he connects me being happy as a sign na hindi ko na daw xa iniisip
which is so not true. kaya in a way, oo nga gusto ko lang naman ng
may mpagkwentuhan ng mga nraranasan ko and someone who would return
the enthusiasm.

so un hehe.. kahapon nga knwento nya sakin, na excempted na daw xa
sa algebra midterms nya kasi almost perfect na nya ung practice or
something before. tapos lahat daw ng mga un, almost perfect din.
haha ala lang, ang saya ko nung knwento nya un.^_^ kasi before i
would ask him, anong ngyari sa skul.. and all he would say is, wala
naman. hehe.. I'M SOO GLAD WE HAD THAT TALK.

tapos sinabi ko na ung totoong schedule ko sa kanya, which is i would
still work while studying and he was ok with that! haha!! ang saya ko
talaga! xempre andun padin ung, beb pede wag ka nlang pasok kahit
friday lang? pero in a malambing way hehe.. tapos sinabi ko na din
na ung sabi ko before na xmas ako uuwi sinabi ko ngiba ung plano, na
summer nlang. of course he was a bit sad, dissapointed.. pero at least
he wasn't all MAD about it. he was even, eh ako kaya kelan ako mkka-
punta dyan? ^_^ *blushing.

right now, i am blissful. i feel IN LOVE all over again. i hope this
feeling won't go to waste.