it's 3:30 in the morning.

it's 3:30 in the morning and i'm still awake. wee i'm using my
laptop already.. haha sorry for the over-excitement over this
piece of stuff lately, it's just i'm not too rich to like actually
encounter this on a regular basis. anyway..

hay i can't sleep kasi ala lang.. i don't know. many things..
i can't sleep because i left red back there in MU. ala lang i
felt REALLY bothered because i asked him, how many have you
smoked today? he said 4. i was like.. you woke up two hours
ago and ALREADY you smoked that much. tapos he was calling
me 'hoy' pa.. ala lang dati kasi he kept on getting mad at
me when i called him hoy.. insulting daw kasi may name naman
xa, his parents never used that on him, so on and so forth.
tapos xa, to use it on me, aus lang?? i wouldn't mind it naman
kung ako lang eh, pero ala lang if that is how he sees it
sana naman he show the same respect na snhow ko by not calling
him 'hoy.'

i'm really bothered by the smoking. he says na he consumes
10 sticks a day tapos nililimit na daw nya un!! para sakin
that's much! isa pa nga lang warning na sakin eh. limit na
sa lagay nya ung 10?? not for me! kung para sa mga smokers
konti na un, pero ayoko nun eh. ayoko nga xang umiinom or
whatever eH! call me a strict girlfrend pero ganun eh.. i
care!

hay some other things are bothering me.. pero for now they
are for private bothering only haha! la lang.. i feel DOWN.
so down and low.

bye.