tribute to kat.

i just miss being with kat. hay. haha 4 years of having her with
me everyday.. 4 years of constant hanging out and chit-chattering..
4 years of secrets, trust, support and most of all friendship..
(actually 5 years ngaun haha.) hay she's my sister. i always wished
for a sister and i found her in Kat. she was there to protect me,
comfort me and made sure i was alright. haha i remember the times
when she was still boyish and would always say, "gusto mo upakan na
natin ha?!" hehe before i would just laugh but come to think of it
now, it was such a sweet thing. now, kat's all grown up (kind of..^_^)
and acting like a girl already and i'm really sad 'coz i'm not there
to see it. i remember when she would cring at the thought of wearing
sleeveless tops or skirts.. when she'd borrow a handbag from us
bacause she says all her bags are backpacks.. when we'd schedule
a 'kikay' day because we usually aren't kikay at all. hay i remember
all those.

i don't know why but it really hit me hard right now. kat's NOT
HERE. no ones going to wait for me by the bookstore on the first day.
no ones going to laugh at me when an 'emergency' happens. hay. i miss
all that.

haha till here muna.. got to go inside coz i am suddenly bawling out
here in the sala haha. til later.

auf'd.