PARA AKONG UNGGOY.

hehe.. ala lang i'm here in school. yet again. i'm getting sick
of it hehe. joke. ala lang i was up till 2 ata last night finishing
my algebra homework.. haha 10 pages long ata ung homework ko. oh
well ngaun di pa ko tapos but i'm here on the computer. why?
waiting for red.. haay may tampuhan kami. GREAT. haha patong patong
na lahat diba?

haha and add to that, i am listening to that song
again.. ON THE OUTSIDE? haha.. I HATE LOVING THAT SONG. talaga,
naiinis ako kasi gusto ko un and it just adds to my hurt. haha
dramatic pero ganun eh..>.< para akong stressed na stressed ngaun.
GOD HELP ME.

humm.. yesterday ngbabysit ako kay benjamin. hehe madali lang naman
pala eh.. nung una i thought he was going to cry and i wouldn't
know how to make him stop pero he didn't cry the whole time! he
was just there watching/flipping through his DVDs.. and he was so
happy watching his reflection on the glass doors haha.. then we
were playing with balls haha he was tossing them around then we
would march going to it.. then i did this thing haha from toy story
(remember.. buzz lightyear? 'to infinity, and beyond!) haha and
favorite nyang movie un grabe hehe. so i would carry him and put him
high in the air saying, to infinity and beyond! haha.. IN SHORT,
ME AND BENJAMIN HAD A BLAST. haha.. see mga kaibigan ko bata??
i can go on and on about the fun i have with other kids hehe pero
there's just too many. HUMM.. I WAS CONSIDERING BEFORE BEING A
PRESCHOOL TEACHER. hehe.. but then maybe the kids won't see me as
a teacher pero maybe more of a playmate. weee.. i am not an
authority figure.

haay.. if my life was just as UNcomplicated as that with those
kids.. hehe di ndi na ako masstress. kids make me happy these
days.. and red.. when we're not fighting hehe. haay.. i just
want to be happy. (wait.. that's what red says too hehe.. miss
him.)

and my fixation with MU? uhmm.. it's just nothing. it's just to
pass time. and to help with red too hehe.. if kids make me happy
besides him, sa kanya naman is MU. kaya nghhunt ako kapag gabi
malay mo may swerte diba? hehe.. kasi naman pede lang iiwan na
nka-AFK so aus lang. may 3 naman na comp sa bahay.. hehe minsan
nga gngawa ko is i use 2 computers.. one for his account and one
for mine. his character is 20 levels away from being 400.. the
highest level. mine is 302.. i think. hehe so kapag 400 na xa
and mgkaparty kami, all the experience would go to me! haha..
plano kasi naming mging MR. AND MRS. MU. haha. *ok time for me
to stop yapping about this.


30 minutes since i sent red an email. 30 minutes and still he
hasn't replied.