alone again haha.

kat and red still not online. bother. haay.. ala lang been feeling depressed na about it. red is out
buying clothes daw.. i don't know he didn't get into too much details at di na nkareply.. probably
ran out of load. this is the first times kasi na kapag online ako at may gngawang iba xa eh. it's
usually the other way around.. ako ung may gngawa. there's nothing wrong about it naman.
it's just i'm not used to it. i probably will. pero i don't want that to happen. i don't want to stop
missing him. THAT WILL JUST BE PLAIN WRONG. haha got teary eyed nga knina eh when
he said na he wouldn't be able to go online tonight. ala lang, hintay ko din naman kasi xa eh.

i haven't talked to him more than 30 minutes straight this since last thursday pa. haay.. i just
miss him. i suddenly felt what i was feeling right after arriving here, ung constant na pain sa
chest. ugh. aus lang.. at least i know, i feel. at least i know that there are definitely feelings for
him. kasi sometimes, cguro kapag i get too preoccupied with other things like school and work
and i'd just wonder, what am i really feeling? but really, now, in times like this, i know i love
him and long for him. hehe.. it's been a long time since ngaway kami. this is a first hehe.. maybe
more than a month na kaming di ngaaway. and i'm very happy about that. talagang dati, away
hindi naman all the time, pero about little things. i guess were just growing up. hehe.. i just
hope that, sa paggrow ni red, he wouldn't forget about me. huhu.. don't leave me beb. love you.

hehe.. prang status report ng relationship namin. haha. la lang i've been posting about mostly
myself i think lately so it's time for more about other things.

ciao.