only time will tell..: for better or for worse... i will still love you...^

i love red. the previous posts have mirrored my feelings.. fear, and lonliness. it was only me worrying, missing red too much. you know, i've felt alone these past few days.. and it's just, unknown to me. the feeling was uncalled for but it came. you saw me wishing for red to talk to me.. but i didn't understand his position too. i was too selfish and only though of myself. he has had long days in school, a minimal budget which he goes with everyday.. haay. i am still thankful though, because even through those challenges he still manages, even for just one text, to text me. to let me know that he is there. it was me who was wrong. it was me who failed to recognize this. i thank you red, my babuy. you've given me so much..

this is just the ramdomness i felt just these very moments. haha welcome to my pink/red room! feel free to comment.