grrr.

haha, i've noticed na ung mga title ng post ko usually sounds. grrr, haay, hehe.. haha wala lang i am not a creative title writer. so sorry nlang haha. anyway, i don't visit this blog that ofter anymore. wala lang, it's frustrating kasi na, ppasok ng blog, hoping to find a comment or something un nman pala wala. nkkadrain haha! i might say na i don't care but i do. anyway, anyway hehe.

when was the last time i blogged na nga? see i can't remember oh! i don't know where to start my kwento haha. nga pala, i uploaded some pics sa multiply. multiply id ko, 02052005. haha tamad na akong mgpost dito eh habang storya pa haha. sakit kasi ang aking ktawan kaya aun, dun nlang hehe. malamig ngaun. coolld..

i miss red. pero at least lam mo un dear reader? hehe.. red doesn't have tampos na knwari, hindi ako mkainternet, text nlang kami. i don't know how i feel about this. part of me is happy, kasi at least di na xa nggalit over overly-simple things. but part of me is worrying and sad, kasi what if he doesn't care anymore? what if it's ok nlang na ganun kami? i don't want that. i KNOW that he loves me, but the greatest fear that i have is that, someone falls OUT of love. i can always say that, no that will never happen, mahal namin ang isat isa, but in reality, i think that can definitely be a possiblity. that is why, wala lang i pray and talk to God. He's the one I can turn to tlaga. anyway, wala lang, the othernight when it was "raining", i was talking with the Lord. i was pleading sa knya, Lord please bring my message across thousands of miles. I was, i don't know, believing in telepathy hehe. i was trying to talk to someone and really focusing na sana, even just a breath, mrinig ako ng taong un.

i wish telepathy was real. messages between thousands of miles, ung naririnig/nalalaman mo ung iniisip ng tao na un at that very moment. ohh such power.. i wish the world of magic were real. haay. but then, if magic did exist, how would i know the difference between reality and illusion? too many choices.

i'm just rambling on today, i don't know i just feel like talking. maybe this is what turns off some people from my blog! hahaha! anyway, shoot! nghang ata pgupload ko ng pictures. grrr. i hope not naman.

i'm hoping sana mkausap kami ni red hehe. i'm so mean, i'm wishing sana may pasok na ulit si red haha! wala lang, when he had class kasi, we got to talk soo un hehe wish he had class na.^_^ i am pretty held up this week with a lot of writing. haha i know that right now, i SHOULD be doing something productive, like write the introduction i so responsibly didn't know was due last thursday? or the rough draft due THIS tuesday. or the research papers in humanities and composition? WHY NOT SHOULD YOU ASK? because i am tired! i had a full day today, and yesterday! khapon, work, work, work! buti at the end we went to target.. relaxing haha in a way. i bought the phantom of the opera dvd, one of my favorite movies EVER! and have been singing to it since then. think of me.. think of me fondly, when they say goodbyeeee.. haha just love the carlotta scene! makes me remember jei ente so vividly! can just imagine her haha for the english monologue ahha. high school memories tlaga haha.

wow i've got a long post na. betcha konting konti, if meron mkkatapos mgbasa nito. haha.

was trying to find, the carlotta scene on youtube but to no avail.

as long as theezz thingz apen, THIS DOES NOT APPEENN! anyamo! bring my doggie! buh-buy! ANYAMO!