falling out of love..

IS IT POSSIBLE?

after so much has happened between the two of us, after all the trials we've come to face, and conquer, is it possible to fall out of love? i know that is a definite possibility, but call me hard-headed, i refuse to acknowledge that. no we are not falling out of love, no. it's just that we are busy with things right now.. him with school and me, with school and work. it just plagues me to think that, what if? thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. call me sappy, but i've been a wet rag these past days. i easily cry. i'm not ashamed of this..

this weekend, when we usually talked like 10 hours a day or more (figuratively speaking.. which is quite right din naman.) before, ngaun, the most was 3 hours. for the whole weekend. i am troubled by this. i cannot live with that. 3 hours in two days? no.

i know there are reasons, he has to sleep early, i understand. his schedule starts early at 7-7:30 monday-friday. i too have work and school. but what i can't understand is.. before we got to adjust to this. we made it work. why isn't now working? well, i'm just not used to this. i'm so confused.

the Lord answered my prayers yesterday, He made me happy for a few moments. but then it was gone. happy one moment, sad the next. i am a walking wreck.