haay. this is the way it's gonna be for 4 months. 3 headaching hours of waiting for my next class. haay. bored. super. i am currently listening to the osts of full house and goong, but then i'm tired of it na hehe no offense. i am not up to date na with any other songs.. haha eto naalala kong song, Paalam Na. rachel alejandro. currently listening to it na. is this an indication of something? i can't remember any tagalog songs na.. mymp lang.. can't even remember that song i liked na sabi ni kat, ung song>.< ano ba un? P.. p.. PANALANGIN!!!!!! shet took a lot of effort just to remember that.
haay. it's really stupid pero mgkaaway nnaman kami ni red. it's getting really stupid. know why si red ngalit this time? KASI ganito. class ko is 11 pero no one could bring me so mga 9 nsa skul na ko. eh sa skul ang alam ko hindi pede ang ragnarok. so sabi ko, YM tayo mgusap. di un no prob diba? sabi nya di daw pede "sira daw YM ng buong pilipinas." ano ako tanga? so di snabi ko eh bat knina pgtingin ko sa ym ko 10 na tao online? di cue tanong nman xa, "o bat ka online sa ym may kausap ka noh?" sabi ko nman, wala nga eh automatic na ngopen ym ko kpag bukas ng comp which is true nman. di sabi nya, sira daw ym nila sa shop saka wlang ym sa server kasi dun ung gngamit nya eh libre. di pilit ako ng pilit, xempre un sana ung way pano kami mguusap eh. di ang sabi, "bakit ba pingppilitan mo ung YM?! may kausap ka dun noH? bat ba hindi nilang dito(ragnarok) mgusap anong problema dito?? alam mo, hindi porket hindi ka nakkita pede mo na gawin lahat ng gusto mo." sabi pa nya, edi ausin ko daw ung chikka ko ganun ganun. eh ano ngang mggawa ko eh sampung beses ko na install tangal ayaw nga eh putik. di un bsta galit. shet. I'M SOO TIRED OF THIS. GRABE. HEHE. ako na nga ung sanang nghhanap ng way para mkapagusap kami AKO PA UNG MASAMA!!!!!!!!!!! shet grabe grabe. konti nlang cguro mgkkaron din akong high blood! haha. anyway, i am so tired of it. hehe ako nman parati ung malandi, ung nghhanap ng ibang lalake, WHATEVER. ako naman parati ung masama whatever the situation might be. basta mgaway, kasalanan ko. ako ako ako. kasalanan ko na nkkipagusap ako sa ibang lalake. kasalanan ko na hindi kami nkkapagusap. "it's all up to you beb, kng titino ka o ano.." SHET NMAN. why does it have to be me??
nung isang beses ako daw ung masama. alam ko naman daw kung san xa hahanapin bat hindi ako ng online sa ragnarok. why do i always have to go and be the one who's wrong and supposed to say sorry. why me? hehe wag ko daw gawing sheild ung pagging babae ko or whatever nung ngaaway kami. what?! haha wag ko daw sabihing hindi nya ako nirerespeto kasi ako naman daw ngppush sa kanya na gawin mga ganun. SEEE!! KASALANAN KO PA NGAUN KNG BAKIT AKOK MINUMURA AT TINATAWAG NA MALANDI? nice.
sorry at nglalabas lang ako ng mga hinanakit, both present and past. sometimes, i just don't want to accept it anymore. i'm tired of it. sobra. but then, here's the totally stupid part. even if ganun, countless aways, i don't know what keeps me coming back. it's stupid really. shet.
kanina i just didn't bring my laptop. i'm not going through all that effort noh, wala din naman pala akong mapapala. let's see ha. my guess is kng hindi ko xa kausapin ako nnaman ung masama. wild guess lang ha? at saka, he'll say na parati naman xa andun nghhintay, na hindi ko xa hinahanap kasi masaya naman ako. this is all a cycle. shit. i don't know how long i can take being with somebody who the hell doesn't trust me.
oh and saka pala first whole day ko in school ngaun. i got to meet a filipino. name's giezel? bsta ganun. oh well. will probably make kwento once the headache is gone. haha this is a full throbbing headache now. haha i have a habit na nga of bringing medicine in my bag. good. i can drink medicine. hope that calms my nerves. yet another long blog. haay. i'm so tired of this talaga.
Lord help me naman po. i know Lord that my boyfriend is an unromantic, strict, close-minded and jealous person, pero help me po through it. i do not want to say no, but somebody in me is saying otherwise. i'm tired na po kasi Lord eh, please give me renewed strength and courage.
Pabo Diane.
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Diane! Alam mo yung song na Halaga ng Parokya ni Edgar? Trip ko yun! Hehehe~ Diane Diane... pasensya ka na sa sinabi ko kaninang umaga sa YM about... uhmm.. sort of opposing Red? Well, I was just stating what my opinion is. Sometimes sacrifices open up new paths to choose from. It may be prone to risks at first, but if the sacrfice is right... malay mo... maganda pa lalo kalabasan di ba? Sayang naman Diane yung efforts... It's up to you ha? Kat and I are here to always back you up just in case things get a bit down and lonely. BUZZ mo lang kami. Baka minsan naglalaro kami ng Ragnarok e! Dami pa naman kalaban dun! *Pishiw pishiw* Tama yang nasa dulo... *pray pray pray*
God bless, Diane~
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